to his Commanders... Do Not let Fear be your Counsel. What he meant was, Don't let your fear of possible future events cloud your judgement... Act on the facts as you have them.
I have taken his advice after many hours of thought, prayer and just downright what if'ing myself. I have never let fear guide my decisions and even at this point in my life, I refuse to let fear control or take any part in my decision on whether to act or not... with that in mind,..
I have decided to continue on with my chemo treatments albeit with a lighter dose for 1 week. after two weeks I see the Dr again with another decision looming at that time. I feel it will probably be the same answer... Once more into the breach!
I WILL NOT LET THIS DISEASE CONQUER ME WITHOUT A FIGHT TO THE BITTER END.