Dan, believe me, don't worry about. You are entitled to whine a bit.
I was drunk for 10 years as the result of my accident and wallowing in it.
it took me a while to get over it. I still have flash backs when i see someone's injury, my wife is a mental health professional, wants me to see one of her friends who doesn't PTSD treatment. I figure it is just one of those things, I don't lose sleep over it anymore ..
I know it hurts like hell. Do all you can to heal it.
I Know I was waiting for skin grafts for nearly a month and had to clean it 3 times daily with a Betadine soak. Still feel a couple bb's under the skin and when it gets cold.
My left hand is worse, born with a birth defect, I kind of figure i must have some past life bad Karma going on about the hands..
I Probably was some asshole in a previous life whose job was to punish thieves by lopping off fingers!!
Russ, I have a birthday of a nieces baby to attend on Sat. I may go down on Sunday. I've not been out since last fall to the Nemaha. I have a dozen or so people chomping at the bit to go with when i go. I miss going with Andy, He is Texas now, so I have to be more of a guide now, if i take people out. Several NOOBS on the list to deal with.
I may instead clean up what stuff i did bring back from CO. BTW, I did get some dirt (gravel ) from the Dorris crew (weather channel - Prospectors)
it had some smoky quartz, a couple pieces of Amazonite, and a couple nice pieces of Topaz.
the rock hounding is always fun for me. I have 3 tumblers rolling with stuff right now.